To Do

I don’t know how many times I’ve resolved in the middle of the night to start everything all over, all right, in the morning. Every now and again it actually sticks and I get up, go for a run, eat a healthy breakfast, read my Bible, brush AND floss, wash AND moisturize, stylize my hair, add makeup and wear a coordinated outfit, pack a decent lunch, make menu plans for dinner, stay ahead on all of my school work, have a clean house, clean car and balanced checkbook.

Ok, maybe I lied. I don’t know that I’ve ever had a day when all of that actually happened. I’ve had days when most of that happened, or the really important parts of it. Or the parts that aren’t important, but easy. Or half of the important things happened with half of the fluff.

Am I alone in that? Because I’m pretty sure I’m not, but it sure feels like it sometimes. Looking at the first paragraph of this makes me tired. When I take into consideration that many of my days are flipped from a “normal” schedule and involve waking up at 4 in the afternoon in order to accomplish all of that before leaving for work at 6, I just get confused.